things to say

helpful? or deceitful?
wolf in sheep's clothing.

hmm.. i wonder why.
is stirring shit so fun?
mayb its not intentional. mayb it is.
but some of us cant help but wonder wad r the true intentions here.

everyone has a limit.
i noe i've reached mine.

too much and way out of line.
dun always tink u can get away wif it.
dun tell me things if u do wish for anyone else to noe.
my patience is not infinite.

stop taking all of us for granted.

picking grace

we are "stealing love" (direct chinese translation) as CP puts it. haha. afraid to get caught...

at the airport awaiting grace's arrival with the whole gang...

my girlssss

christmas wif cuzy

my best friend and partner-in-crime is back!

absolutely love this girl.

iguana reunion!

my poly mates.
people who rocked my 3 yrs of tertiary education.

studying moments

STUDYING MOMENTS:


coffee does us good




























our cure

high on coffee?

out of sight is out of mind

how true do u tink dis statement is: out of sight is out of mind.

wad does one do whn u notice a gap?
a gap between the male species and females?
females r always known to be over sensitive and emotional.
whereas guys are logical and practical and as girls wud like to term dem - insensitive.
but is dat true really?
when we come across guys who r SNAGS - sensitive new age guys - some of us girls tink they r either whimpy or wierd.
but when we meet guys who are so practical and objective, we say they r mean n heartless.
why are women so bloody hard to please?
why are humans so hard to satisfy?

i duno. but i guess sometimes i find it so hard to understand.
mayb i shud jus accept tt i'm a girl n live wif it.
i jus hate knowing i fall into the category of being difficult.

why cant there be a smaller gap between us girls n guys..?
this way there wont b so much conflict and arguements isnt it?
rships wont b failing half the time.
and pple will be less skeptical.

wad's more impt? peace or love?
i tink i need peace more den love rite nw.
i need to find peace within myself. i shud stop trying to find fault wif every single thing dat goes on in my life for a change.

new yr's resolutions need to be set and stuck by.
i need to get on wif my life. new year, new beginning, new outlook.
start planning everyone!

happy holidays!

saturday 161206

feeling: tired & sleepy.
plans for tdy: rest & relax then it's off to church and dnr wif parents.

isnt it gd when pple r nt on ur case all the time?
some say it's bcos they care. tt is true.
but sometimes it gets really frustrating.
i'm sure some of u wud agree...

talk abt being taken for granted - by beckie.
i really agree with her.
sometimes u jus really need to feel appreciated.
i like to believe tt pple dun take u for granted so blatantly in ur face.
guess the best is to play ignorant or jus simply believe in the good of those ard u.

pple walk in n out of our lives.
they leave footprints.
some tell u alot of nice things.
some treat u very well.
some jus lie to cover up shit.
some jus pretend they r nice.
some jus try too hard.
some jus paint a pretty picture for u to see.
wad is wad sometimes we wonder.

i feel it is very impt, amidst our busy schedule everyday, to stop and take a look ard.
life doesnt revolve ard u and only u.
it is gd if we stop pitying ourselves for a change. stop thinking abt hw pathetic we r.
instead, look at those less fortunate. and remember tt u r so blessed. way beyond ur comprehension. dis way, we mite be able to stop feeling sry for ourselves and be a better person. a person who enlarges his/her own vision n view on life n challenges.

soon, over the nxt few days, i want to take my time slowly.
sch is staring soon. i may hv only 3 mods next sem. but i will be sure to fully utilise my time to the max.
as we all noe. time is money. and it is impt to nt waste it away jus by slackin or having fun.
over the nxt few days, i am going to plan my new yr's resolution.
i am going to put it into writing and paste it all over the place. jus to make sure i dun forget wad i set out to achieve.

i alr have a few in mind.
it's time to put dem all into action.
friends, if u notice tt lydia has been out of sorts or stoning alot lately,
tt's bcos she's been really exhausted n need a break. and she needs to think abt her year ahead.
so pls try n understand.
i've gotta do wad i've gotta do - think and plan.

but of cos. i will still definately make time for my loveliest frens! ;)
love ya'll!

highlights of 13 Dec 2006

1. gotta visit the bank,
2. meeting classmates for lunch in town,
3. head back east to meet CP, Jav n Denise for coffee,
4. head home to get the car,
5. destination: airport T2,
6. meet the rest of the gang for dinner 7pm,
7. catch up session/ awaiting grace's arrival
8. Grace Arrives! ETA: 8.45pm.
9. to Grace's place help ard
10. supper at 85.

its gonna be a long day with jam packed activities! woohooo!

honey spelling

ever wondered why honey is spelt this way and not some other way?
met up wif my 12yr old cousin tdy n we were jus tinkin abt it randomly...
honey, is technically pronounce as hanni.
so y isnt it spelt tt way?
or hunnie? haani? hanni? hannie? hunni?
hmmmm...
ok we were crappy. haa.
my young cousin is growing to be such a handsome young lad.

i need slp!

great sun tdy. thank god for great weather.
now i seriously need and lack slp.
slp has become a luxury even during my hols.
no way.
cant compromise on that.

Welcome back Pris!! =)

not my day

yesterday was pretty awful for me.
i got into quite a number of close shaves - near accidents.
near is the key word.
as most of u mite alr know, i've been in a car accident b4 so ya i was pretty freaked dis time. esp whn it happens consecutively on the same day.
after a couple of times i thot to myself oh well its nthg.. jus busy roads wif ass drivers.
but yesterday was like no other.
it was numerous times. so odd.
too odd to jus simply ignore.
being me, i naturally thot more of it. thot tt it cud be a sign to smthg greater tt may happen.
i duno. shrugs.

i was shocked. the whole of last evening.

jus needed someone to understand wad i was going thru.
things dun always happen or turn out the way u wish it to.

whn hurtful words are spoken, saying sorry jus doesnt make it all go away in an instant.
its not jus simply abt forgiving and forgetting.
it was an emotional day yesterday.

so thankful

i'm so truly blest and thankful to God first and foremost for always listening to my petitions to pass my PM.
secondly, thanks to everyone who prayed for me! :) *hugs*

BECAUSE.....................................................

I PASSED MY PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm like soooooo extremely super duper happy, excited, glad and thankful man.

1 Distinction,
2 Credits,
1 Pass.

my efforts did pay off this sem. *breathes a sigh of relief

thank u all for putting up wif my shit.
thank u all for ur prayers.
i made it thru dis sem!!! yessssaaaahhhh!!!!! *jumps ard*

last nite in SF

tonite's my last nite in San Fran... having mixed feelings abt going back home.
ya sure i miss my bed and the comforts of ur "own home"
but i noe i'll miss my aunt n her poochy...
(she has a damnnn cute dog!!!!)

yup so i jus came back hm frm dnr.. now jus detailing myself on dis blog..
i miss all my lovely pple back in spore..
but i'll miss life here too..

wonder hw i'll adapt to weather changes and slp patterns man... jus hope it'll all work out jus fine for me. keeping a positive outlook. haa.

also, 6dec is THE day. jus hope my results will be fine.
jus hope to clear all my mods. really hope so.
everyone, pls pray for me k?

well.. hope everyone had a gd 3weeks break frm me! haha.
take care and c ya'll whn i c u..

tmr is judgement day

PM tmr.
i'm so ill-prepared. i know it.
i'm so afraid i'll blank out in front of the paper.
graphs. terms. definitions. concepts.
i jus cant stand the graph part!
i mean if it was jus calculations it still wudnt b half as tough (i think) cos all u hv to do is apply it to formulas.
sigh. oh well. lets jus get it done.

cuzy, good luck for tmr's financial mgmt! we're gonna do this alrite. face our fears once n for all. get it over and done with.
before we know it, it'll all be over. *huggies cuz*

excited~!

it's the end of the year already!
this means that Christmas and New Year is coming!
i'm so excited about Christmas!
its my favourite time of the year! :)
the mere thought abt all the celebrations, mass, hymns, choirs, carols just make me smile.
all the decorations down orchard road, having grace back, listening to carols all day n night long, cool weather with sudden bouts of rain.. these are all part of the package for welcoming the end of the year. haha.
well, i certainly look forward to all that. upon my return from my US trip, it wont be long till grace's return as well. so looking forward to that.
i hope 2006 end of the year will be a good and happy one for me. the past few have been quite dreary. but oh well. one shall only look forward and try my best to tink postitively huh.
i'm sure this year will be a blast with all my loved ones and friends! :)

for now, good luck to those having exams.. i know there's alot of us who are in the midst of it.
i've got 2 down, 2 more to go. by fri, all my nite mare is over for this sem. the nxt nite mare, my results. god bless me on tt.
all the best and all the way!
we're all in this together.
no matter how difficult the studying/uni road ahead is, solder on k. we can do it as long as we believe in ourselves. dun gif up on urself cos no one has given up on u.
when u feel vexed and tired, tell urself, soon enough, all this will be worth while. tink abt the sense of accomplishment after it all.
stress is all jus in the mind. remember that. nvr let it get the better of u.
peace be with each and everyone of u.
God bless.

my bday gathering on 01nov

special thanks to all my loveliest friends!
u guys know who u all r.. ;)
thank you so much for that wonderful day.
it is an awesome memory.
really appreciate wad each and everyone of u have done.
to those who cudnt make it for 1 reason or another (ahem! cuzy, beefy & mei) hee.
u guys r spared! altho mayb u can buy me lunch or coffee? ;)
hehe. jus kiddin.

cuzy dear.. thank u so much for the calls. it meant the world to me to hear frm u... 'ni zhi dao ni shi zui hao de!' =) mmmmuaaackss!

THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO VERYYYY MUCH!
=)
all the coordinating and hard work PAID OFF guys!
danielle, u did an awesome job. thanks for all ur help and effort.
love u all so much!

anybody got pix frm that day pls let me noe on msn! or email me or smthg.. many thanks!

BB sucked.

sigh.. BB din go too well for me.
mind was all over the place during the paper.
and i left a question (definition) completely blank.
oh well grades are in the hands of God now.

2 down, 2 more to go.
10days to US. cant wait.

the amazing world of colorgenics

my complete personal profile

"You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others.

You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone."

people, when ure free, try this test from the link below.
the results are really quite fascinating!

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

which to believe?

u learn to live. or u live to learn.

u eat to live. or u live to eat.

how does one measure success? by achieving wad he/she wants as in "personal acheivement", which is subjective and varies between each different individual or do u jus choose to go with the crowd?

how responsive are u to wad goes on ard u?
being too materialistic is no good definately.
but wad's impt anymore?
do u jus live in ur own world and do things the way u want them to be done or does one jus not bother?

its impt to have dreams and goals. i'm glad i have mine and i will work towards it.
being cash rich sure isnt everything. but it sure is impt.
being financially independent. dat is smthg i am looking forward to become.
but bearing in mind to 'keep it real' is very impt.
nvr let success and money get to ur head. bcos whn it does, u will nt b able to recognise urself or know who u r anymore.
n dats scary. the mere thot of it freaks me out. yup.
internal conflicts occur in my everyday life. but nw its better nt to tink abt dem.
i'll sort dem out sooner or ltr.

thanks to all my frens who stick by me throughout my difficult times.
i noe i can b quite a tough nut to crack.
some may nt fully understand me as a person as well.
i dun blame u cos
hw can i expect someone else to understand me whn i myself dun understand myself.
this way, i tink i probably cant communicate very effectively as well.
gee.

oh well. buyer behaviour tmr.
wish me luck.
soon 2 papers down and 2 more to go.
PM is worrying me.
but i suddenly feel the lack of drive.

beginning of exams

one paper down!
3 more to go!
woohooo!
lets thrash their ass man!

EG yesterday went fine.
wrote a hell lot. wadever that applies to the question as much as i can remember.
200-300 words or abt 3/4 page for short answer question...
BULLSHIT!
each answer took an average of 2 pages la! crappoos.. -____-

anyhow.. BB's nxt on tues.
hmmm lots of memory power needed for this one too.
but after all its a mktg subject... most imptly, remember key terms n definations which is a damn lot den the rest jus "bullshit" ur way thru.

the only thing i'm super duper worried abt is PM..
econs. sucks.
i duno man. jus hope to pass this one. really. math, science, econs, acctg, finance, not my forte man. so yup. jus keep it at distance wud b gd.
one must be realistic and be able to recognise ur strength and weaknesses rite.
yup so i noe mine when it comes to theory man.

good afternoon all.
have a good day.
back to my hot date with BB notes and text.

taking too long

this is taking longer than expected.
i think i'm studying waaaayyyy toooooooooo SLOW!
dis is pissing me off.
i cant seem to focus and concentrate. damn it.
3days to my first paper.
someone kill me pls.

finally confirmed!

phewwwwww~~~~~~~

finally i say!
after such a big hiccup, my return flight to San Fran is FINALLY confirmed!
past few days have been crappy la.
everyone was so jittery abt the whole mishap in booking but now it is all clear and gd to go!
splendid i say!

clothes wise, still not that prepared. need to search for trench coat and boats very urgently. so if anyone happen to come across, pls let me noe! ;)

yup so hyped up for the trip alr dat i got hardly any mood left for studying (which isnt such a gd thing afterall) =X
5days to my first paper and 22 days to my departure! woohoo.
cant wait for exams to be over!

gdnite all.

all things bad

there's smthg annoyingly wrong with my tag board! did anyone notice? it's been like that for several days. so pls dun tag me. i cant be bothered abt it for nw.

exams begin in 7 days.

i flunked my prices and markets test 2. great news huh. esp whn exams r gonna be even tougher. bloody shit.

24 more days and i'll be out of town! this is certainly smthg that puts a smile on my face.

i feel so out of sorts now. fighting an inner battle takes up alot of unnecessary energy. knowing i need to working harder and knowing i've got so little time, body's feeling so weak.
the soul is willing but the flesh is weak. how true.

now all i pray is for myself to pull thru the remaining 23 days till my last paper. i pray for God's wisdom and strength on all of us studying/schooling alike. stay strong and be a fighter. we're all in this together!

cuzy, we can do it ya! it's alr ur last sem. hang in there! i noe u'll do great, u always do.
i'm so proud of u.
love u n missing u as always...

my new companion

late nights and with little sleep, i have found a new companion
who sits and accompany me all through the dark and dreary lonely nite,
he is none other than.....

H-Two-O Original (Yeo's Isotonic Drink)

3 weeks

oh gosh. i jus realised it's exactly 2 weeks to my 1st paper (25oct) and 3 weeks to 01Nov!
eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssss....!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to study so badly i swear. but my EG rpt is killing my brain cells. drying my brain juices up.
Dear God pls keep me sane & well. dats very impt.
to tink i'm actually looking forward to night class tmr.
i tink i may be going out of my mind.
i'm craving for strawberry ciggies!!! *ahem

if only i could turn back time, turn it back to the time when Lydia was sweet 16!

that wud be Ppppppuuurrrrrrfffeeccccccctttttt! ;)

perhaps this holidays will be a timely self-reflection. cud use this time not jus on shopping but also on spiritual growth. perhaps i mite come back wif a glow! hee.

i jus look forward to celebrating the day with God, my loved ones and frens! yup, i need to go to church on 01nov.
calling all catholics!!! hear ye hear ye! 01nov is day of obligation! = must go for mass. All Saints Day alrite!

yup so lets hope the 1st 2 papers before 01nov will still ensure my survival. haha.
take care all and be well.

older generations...

age with grace.
i think that's the best method of aging.
but why do some people prefer to be so difficult?
question is why make urself miserable when u can live in peace and harmony with those ard you?
sigh. some pple r jus so difficult to understand...
i jus noe i'll never be like them.

complex

current mood: crappy.

pple say women are complex creatures.
do you think so?

sometimes i dun tink she knows herself very well.
thots, feelings.
or is it fear that she face?
fear of owning up to how she really feels.

do pple try to be someone they are not?
wad wud u do if pple think so highly of u, like as if u cant falter, u can do no wrong.
some pple tink they noe u very well, but do they really?

never assume bcos u'll make an ass of u & me.
funny but true.
things arent always the way it seems.

mayb she jus dun want to own up to the truth, mayb she's jus running away from things that r going thru in her life.
but can u blame her?
wad if she is jus made that way?
wad if that's the only way she knows how to express herself?
shud she be condemned?

or mayb she jus wants to be this way.
why cant pple jus love or accept her for the way she really is?
why must she be told how she should feel or wad she should do?
is her whole life made up by mere rules & regulations?
wad meaning is there den?

she doesnt like to be questioned. and she doesnt like to be told wad to do. it's jus not meant to be like dat.
bcos if that were the case, she'd be better off as being a toy - a barbie doll that pple play ard with and do all the talking for it.

jus go with the flow.
it's all abt choices.
it's gd to have alone time.
there are more impt things rite now.

leadership effectiveness

high structure, coupled with low consideration leads to high grievances and turnover.
in other words, it is the recipe for disaster in an org.

consideration is the dominant factor in determining leadership effectiveness.

LM Chap 6 quote

"Power is the ability to exercise influence, and influence is the ability to bring about change."



sooooo... how influential are you?

week ahead

mon - Leadership & Mgmt test
fri - Ethics & Governance essay submission
*faints*

time to get my act together!
i got to work harder man.
19days to my 1st paper & i hvnt started revision/studying. not even once.

PM test 2

yesterday's prices and mkts test 2 SUCKED.

a quote frm somewhere

i read a print-out my dad passed me which read smthg like:

"Love your job, but never fall in love with your company because you never know when the company stops loving you" - - Narayana Murthy

how true i find it...

NATAS Sept 2006

wooohoooo!
it's dat time of the year again!!!
NATAS Travel Fair September 2006!!
anyone planning for year end hols?
head on down to the travel fair!
do note that it's held at Singapore Expo this time round ya? :)
dun go suntec den kena malu! muahahahahaha! =P
i'm gonna be working tmr and sat so if anyone is heading down, come look for me at the ASA booth!! =)
jus hope everything will turn out fine for me... hope no customer complaints! =X

spellings

bus‧y  Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[biz-ee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, bus‧i‧er, bus‧i‧est, verb, bus‧ied, bus‧y‧ing.
–adjective
1. actively and attentively engaged in work or a pastime: busy with her work.
2. not at leisure; otherwise engaged: He couldn't see any visitors because he was busy.
3. full of or characterized by activity: a busy life.
4. (of a telephone line) in use by a party or parties and not immediately accessible.
5. officious; meddlesome; prying.
6. ornate, disparate, or clashing in design or colors; cluttered with small, unharmonious details; fussy: The rug is too busy for this room. –verb (used with object)
7. to keep occupied; make or keep busy: In summer, he busied himself keeping the lawn in order.

why is this word spelt this way?
have u ever wondered why?
why is this word not spelt as bezy, bz or beezee?
since this word has got associations with the phrase: "busy as a bumble bee"..?
hmmm... oh well. the wonders of spellings and language...
this word jus happens to be one of them.

being a nuisance

just some random blogging before lecture starts in about 10mins.
got to sch abt 45mins ahead of time to get notes printed for essay writing.
i'm so sleepy man! tink i only had 4 and a half hrs of slp.
good thing i'm gonna drop off the car at home before heading out to chinatown to meet Alex for lunch @ Hong Lim!!!! and thereafter pre-NATAS briefing at ASA followed by some toiletries shopping at people's park complex.
gonna be a long day ahead i just know it.
hope to get home early so i can R&R. hopefully get some readings done too - provided i'm "alive" enough to do that & brain's nt "dead"... haha

tmr gonna be in sch studying with Xiao Bai and Alex.
gonna conquer PM topics 4-6 man!
i got to understand the whole topic on Oligopoly! gonna get a HD for this test too! =X
hehe. determination is wad shall make me successful in acheiving my goals! yea! ;)

ok gonna head down to lecture now..
have a good day! =)

2nd reading - 25th sunday ordinary time

"Whereever you find jealousy and ambition,you find disharmony,
and wicked things of every kind being done; whereas the
wisdom that comes down from above is essentially something pure;
it also makes for peace, and is kindly and considerate;
it is full of compassion and shows itself by doing good; nor is there any trace of partility or hypocrisy in it.
Peacemakers, when they work for peace, sow the seedswhich will bear fruit in holiness.

Where do these wars and battles between yourselves first start? Isn't it precisely in the desires fighting inside your ownselves? You want something and you haven't got it; so you are prepared to kill. You have an ambition that you cannot satisfy; so you fight to get your way by force. Why you don't have what you want is because you don't pray for it; when you do pray and don't get it, it is because you have not prayed properly, you have prayed for something to indulge your own desires."

i think this passage makes a lot of sense and definately applies to many of us today. friends reading this, i hope you guys will read it and make some light of it because we really need to understand the meaning of contentment. besides the main practicalities of life, isnt dere so much more to be happy and thankful for? why do we always want better things? whatever happened to the simplicities in life? shudnt we crave for love, peace, joy and hope?
as globalisation continually takes place, i feel our sense of belonging is drifting further and further away from us. that scares me because if that is true, how are we to identify what is truly impt to us anymore?
learn to appreciate everyone and everything ard you, because we shudnt wait till we lose them; the feeling of loss is far too intense.

EG Essay

jus when i thot i cud happily continue on my Ethics & Governance report tdy,
my sis took the car out along with ALL 12 of my reference books!
splendid! hw goondoo cud i be, enough to leave all of dem in the car! *slouches & pouts*
oh well no choice, suck it up and study leadership instead.
good day all! :)

main objective as at 19-09-06

slog as hard as i can now because my holidays shall be a blast!
i will celebrate my hols knowing i gave my best for the next 7 weeks!
i shall not regret any bit of the next 7 weeks.
study hard, work hard and do my best!
positive mentality all the way!
i am not gonna let anyone or anything get to me.
and that shall be a promise i make to myself.
7 weeks more only.
i can do this!
stay focused and objective!

new handphone

after flipping through the straits times jus a minute ago,
i really wish i have a new handphone.......................................

soccer - 170906 (sunday)

Arsenal won Man u last nite!
JOY to the WORLD! =)

a quote to share

a quote i came across today in Ethics & Governance lecture on Ownership today that i feel compelled to share it with u guys! let me know wad u guys tink abt it ya? i feel its soooo very true.
okay, here goes:

"Whereever there is a great poverty, there is great inequality.
For one very rich man, there must be at least five hundred poor,
and the affluence of the few supposes the indigence of the many."
Adam Smith

PM test 1 wasnt that bad

it didnt end up so bad after all.
Thank God for that.
its back to the books for me soon after shower.
no time to lose!
take care all!

PM test 1

Prices and Markets test 1 tmr!!!!
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i prepared?
my fate is in God's hands.
God bless my soul!

back to revision!
my notes beckons...
good night all.

serangoon with mich chia & jason

pix below were taken on 040906 at serangoon gardens.
met up wif mich chia and jason for dnr at Chomps, followed by ice cream at ice3.
well as u can tell after scrolling down, i didnt take any pix of the food we ate at Chomps simply bcos i was too hungry to remember to do so.
all i cud see was the spread in front of my face so i jus has to dig in without much thot! haha =X
anyway that evening, we had mutton soup, hokkien mee, chicken porridge, chocolate tau hueh and sugar cane.
after that ice cream at ice3.
below are pix at ice3.






this is mr jason giving me the "what the hell is she doing" look


























mich's apple crumble with apple cinnamon ice cream - SIMPLY AWESOME

























US!






















mich digging in - i like dis shot of her! hee



























jason annoying her

he says the reason for his good looks is written on his tshirt.

*rolls eyes*

packing goodie bags!

as everyone would/should know... it is the 1 week holiday for pri & sec sch kids.
and as some of u might have seen/heard the Kids Central advertisement abt the event going on at the Indoor Stadium... so yup, thanks to my classmate Jasmine, she roped a few of us in to work - pack goodie bags. 5000 of dem to be exact. haha.
my ass and back nvr hurt so much man. it is no joke to be sitting on concrete floor for 9hrs. woohoo! the pain is soooooo highhhhhhhhh....
great experience! :)
thanks babe!
yup so below are some pix of the place where we were...

petrol calculations

EUREKA~!
i made an interesting discovery just a minute ago from my daddy!
for the past 14mths of my driving, little did i know how a petrol tank functions...
but now! haa! i feel empowered by this knowledge that my dad has jus shared with me! =)

well here is hw it works.
my car has a total capacity of 42litres.
it has already travelled 450km.
the mileage return i got was 13.085km/l.
meaning that for every 1litre of petrol, my car can travel an average of 13km.
dad pumped in 34.39litres of petrol.
which means that the car actually has a remainder of approx. (42-34.39) = 7.61litres

heh. so much for being paranoid that i wont have enough petrol left to travel home from sch jus nw... gee..! -__-
nvm we learn new things everyday dun we? ;)

preparing for denise's prom

the following pix were taken by the trainie photographer of the day: Mr. Yeap C. P.
preparing Denise for her prom at the Ritz =)
she looks stunning doesnt she? *beams
so proud of u la mei! hee

i think.. thought...

everyone knows that making choices/decisions in life are nvr easy.
hmm.. i wonder if anyone can differentiate a need from a want.
i dont think i can!
haha

let's see,
this much i have figured out...
i think i need someone who's sensitive enough to see my needs.
i think i need someone who can read my intentions.
i think i need someone who can listen to me and my thots.
i think i need someone who is non-judgemental.
i think i need someone who understands me.
i think i need someone who loves me for who i am.
i think i need a "no matter what" kind of love.
i think i need to be able to trust in my love.
i think i need someone who can see me better then i see myself.
i think my mind's messed up.
i wonder if there is truly someone who can help me figure myself out; someone who wont judge me or pretend to know me;

someone who will listen unconditionally with no ill intentions.

i'm going crazy trying to understand my own thinking process!


friends, i just want to say this to you. each and everyone of you.
i'm truly sorry if i have taken any one of you for granted.
pls know that it was nvr in my intention to hurt or upset you in any way at all.
i hope that by now u know i love each and everyone of you. thank you all for all the wonderful memories we've all shared.
u are in my life for a reason and u have touched my life in a way only i know.
thank you for being patient with me despite my shortcomings. i know i can be a difficult person to live with but trust me i am learning constantly. bad habits are hard to die isnt it? hmmm.. nvr the less, i'm working on it! :)
God bless u.

time to work hard! tests and exams are coming. all lined up for the remaining 2 mths ahead!
hang in there everyone! =)
anybody wanna study together? let me noe!

yummy yum yum

the following pictures below are especially dedicated to my dearest cousin =)
cuzy, i thot of you when i was having such things.
just want you to know you are greatly missed on our food adventures!
i hope u are well over there. pls take care and be safe everyday.

awesomely awesome cake

beware becos picture below showcase an awesomely awesome yummy cake! hehe.

neil humphries talk in SIM

attended a talk yesterday in school by Neil Humphries from Britain. a real funny ang moh with good sense of humour and alot of wicked truth! indeed he has analysed this tiny island of Singapore really well. truth be told, cross-cultural is very facinating. there's just so much to discover about other pple den urself. then again, dat can be subjective. cos some pple mite tink its a waste of time to keep analysing pple and their behaviour. whereas there's another bunch of pple like myself who find pple so fascinating & interesting! :)
yup so i'm jus glad i attended his talk. good one there!

isnt it ironic

sometimes things aren't always the way it seems.
how true is this statement.
why is there such a thing as selfishness?
and
why must there be such a thing as emotions?
sometimes it's best to be ignorant because ignorance is bliss.
it's always better not to know too much.
somethings are just beyond your control.
so what happens then?
do we jus leave things as it is or continue to believe that you can make a difference?
sometimes family stinks.
sometimes friends stinks.
do u leave people once they become of no use to u?
or do u stick by ur frens no matter wad?
why do people bother sometimes?
when u are friends with someone, is it because u care for that someone or is it because that person is of use to u?
when u are in a family with those people, u didnt choose. it jus happened.
so what happens frm here?
does one make the most out of it?
or do we simply jus bitch and complain abt one another?

currently listening to Hoobastank's - The Reason.
how true, "i'm not a perfect person but i continue learning."
i guess the most impt is to nvr gif up on urself.
when u noe how to love urself, only then will u know how to love others.
i miss my innocence. i miss the days when nobody mattered to me (that wud probably refer to the days when I was still in my mum's stomach and when i was a baby)
but ya. ignorance is still bliss. when u have to depend on others and the world and wad was happening ard u cudnt bother/affect u. how nice huh?

i miss my grandpas. i hope they r well somewhere out there.
i miss them taking care of me. i wish they were still ard. perhaps things wudnt be the way it is now.

i need to concentrate my energy on things more worthy of my time. did i mention things? i think so. sometimes when u are concerned with people it jus isnt worth it. it jus eats u alive, slowly but surely.

positive thinking is wad gets me further.
perseverance is key.
focus is good.
i think i need a new toy.
i'm bored.
i need a holiday.
lets hope and pray i get to go on a holiday at the end of the yr.
visit my aunt! woohoo! go there and dun return! be a fugitive! haha.

well for nw there are more impt things for lydia to face such as her tutorial! so off she goes to do it.
take care all!